If You Could See Me Now
If You Could See Me Now

How could, you believe that I would
Ever really make it through the night
Darkness, followed every heartless
Disregard of what was wrong and what was right
And even though you’re gone I finally rose above
The self-destruction that I concurred with your love

If you could see me now, would it make you proud
Would you be amazed or would you still have doubt,
Or would you tell me that it comes as no surprise
That I made it through somehow…If you could see me now

Voices, telling me the choices
Didn’t really matter I was lost
I see I was being crazy
Trying to pretend I could ignore the cost
And then I finally found a way to finally rise above
The self-destruction that I concurred with your love

If you could see me now, would it make you proud
Would you be amazed or would you still have doubt,
Or would you tell me that it comes as no surprise
That I made it through somehow…Oh If you could see me now

Bridge

Oh how I’ve missed you, day after day
There were so many times I wanted you to know
That the memory of your love showed me the way

If you could see me now, would it make you proud
Would you be amazed or would you still have doubt,
Or would you tell me that it comes as no surprise
That I made it through somehow
If you could see me now, would it make you proud
Would you be amazed or would you still have doubt,
I feel sure you’d say it came as no surprise
That I made it through somehow….Oh if you could see me now