Boy Who Doesn't Exist

Boy Who Doesn’t Exist
Verse 1:
If I could describe
The way you were
With just one word
That word would be, Attentive
And boy you were
You took such good care of me
Wrote me love notes
Five times a day
Just to say “hey beautiful”
Little by little You got your way
My trust and me comfortable
Chorus:
I am breaking over
A boy who couldn’t care less
I am crying for a
A boy who’ll never cry for me
I am longing for the
Meaningless kiss of liar’s lips
I am missing the idea
Of a boy who doesn’t exist
Verse 2:
Went to our old place the other day
Half way hoping I would see your car
And every single black haired boy
Made my heart race as he came
through the door
Wish I could hate you
And just move on
Forget forever that blessed name
Teach my heart logic to conceive
The one I love is causing me this pain